**As much as I hate it too, a lot of chapters of most of these fics are lost. So if you want to continue the story in your own way, that should be ok. Until the original creator rises from the dead and states otherwise, lol.**

"Would you" by Nitro

GENRE: romance, angst   RATED: R   ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED: 2002-01-06

SUMMARY: "An unbalanced Rivers tries to hold himself together in the face of obsession, depression, self-injury, and Brian Bell. Slash."

The Darkest Night by The Biz

GENRE: romance, angst   RATED: PG13   ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED: 2002-02-05

SUMMARY: "m/m- Rivers has to deal with his sexual frustration, and isn't in the mood for Brian's teasing. Two chapters up right now! It will be drifting into the NC-17 range...just not yet."